TY - BOOK AU - Sixx,Nikki AU - Gittins,Ian TI - The heroin diaries: a year in the life of a shattered rock star SN - 1501187546 AV - ML419.S614 A3 2017 U1 - 782.42166092 23 PY - 2017/// CY - New York, NY PB - Gallery Books KW - Sixx, Nikki, KW - Rock musicians KW - United States KW - Biography KW - Drug addicts KW - fast KW - Autobiographies KW - lcgft N1 - Acknowledgments --; A short medical dictionary --; A short alternative medical dictionary; with; Dr. Lemuel Pillmeister --; Key players in these torrid tales (otherwise known as partners in crime) --; Ten years later --; Merry Christmas. Well, that's what people say at Christmas, right? --; One could say that I've been having a 10cc love affair --; When I'm losing my mind, the only thing that can save me is heroin --; Blood was spurting all over the closet ... and I was just slamming the drugs anyplace under my skin praying they would take the pain away --; Does my illness hang off of me like fucking smell? --; He asked to get on my knees and pray to God to lose this obsession with drugs --; Maybe having these dealers follow us is a bad idea --; A head-on collision was about to happen yet I was too stubborn to take a hint --; This has become the airport blowjob tour --; Pretty good show considering the squirrels and ice cream trucks --; I'm over the drugs and I know they're over me --; Drugs make it better-- drugs make it worse --; P.S. I didn't tell anybody but I scored a balloon of Persian --; He says if you don't change your ways you won't live until the end of the year --; That's not very rock n' roll, is it? --; More posthumous adventures N2 - The co-founder of the rock band Mötley Crüe presents a candid account of his own descent into the hell of drug addiction, describing the impact of heroin on his life and the band. In never-before-seen photos and exclusive new chapters, Nikki reflects on his decade of sobriety ER -